Warkah Buat Bonda

Ahmad Bin Abdullah,

Syurga Firdaus,

Taman Wahyu,

Arasy Allah S.W.T

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27 Rabiul Akhir 1431

Kehadapan bonda, ayahanda dan saudara-saudari Islam yang adik cintai sekalian,

Assalamualaikum semua, apa khabar? Adik harap sihat-sihat sejahtera semuanya. Adik di sini juga sihat, semua luka-luka akibat digigit semut dan serangga kemarin sudah sembuh, para bidadari syurga yang merawat luka-luka adik. Adik sudah kembali pulih seperti biasa dan adik sudah boleh berjalan. Mungkin sebab minuman dan makanan yang dihidangkan di syurga ini yang buat adik cepat sembuh. Mereka semua di sini baik-baik belaka.

Bonda, Ayahanda, dan saudara-saudari Islam sekalian,

Pertama sekali adik ingin mengucapkan jutaan terima kasih yang tidak terhingga kepada bonda dan ayahanda kerana telah memelihara adik selama sembilan bulan sepuluh hari di dalam kandungan bonda. Sepanjang tempoh itu, adik merasa sungguh bahagia dan selama sembilan bulan sepuluh hari inilah juga adik dapat merasakan kasih sayang daripada bonda, walaupun sekejap, cukup untuk adik kenang buat selama-lamanya. Kemuncak tanda kasih sayang bonda adalah apabila bonda membuat keputusan untuk meninggalkan adik di tepi tong sampah. Masihkah bonda ingat? Adik harap adik sudah menjadi anak yang baik sebab semasa bonda tinggalkan adik di tempat yang dipenuhi dengan serangga mencari makanan, adik tidak menangis sedikit pun. Belum sempat adik ingin menangis, malaikat Izrail datang menjemput adik dan membawa adik ke syurga bertemu Allah Azzawajalla.

Bonda, Ayahanda, dan saudara-saudari Islam sekalian,

Jangan risau tentang keadaan adik, di sini ramai kawan yang senasib dan redha dengan perbuataan bonda dan ayahanda mereka. Tidak kira bangsa mahupun warna kulit mereka senasib seperti adik. Setelah ditinggalkan, mereka lantas dijemput ke syurga, kehadiran mereka di sambut oleh para nabi, syuhada, dan para bidadari syurga. Semalam ada yang mengatakan, kini, sudah menjangkau lebih daripada 90 bayi-bayi yang senasib dengan adik. Memang kami sedih, memang kami pilu kerana ditinggal oleh bonda dan ayahanda masing-masing, tapi tak mengapa, perbuatan ayahanda dan bonda menyebabkan adik dan rakan-rakan sekalian kini berada di syurga.

Bonda dan Ayahanda,

Adik tahu, mungkin bonda tidak mengerti dan tidak memahami kepentingan seorang anak dalam keluarga dan adik tahu bonda akan berasa malu dan keberatan untuk menjaga adik. Mungkin bonda fikir walaupun adik masih hidup dan dijaga, tetapi masyarakat sudah tentu tidak akan menerima adik dan akan membenci dan menghina adik. Sebab itulah bonda membuang adik kan?? Hati bonda suci tapi sucikah sifat bonda yang sanggup membuang adik? Adik tahu kini, mungkin ayahanda sudah pergi meninggalkan bonda keseorangan.

Bonda,

Bonda berseronok dengan keseronokan dunia tetapi tahukah bonda bahawa adik lagi seronok dan bahagia bersama ahli-ahli syurga dan para malaikat yang tidak putus-putus mendidik dan menjaga adik. Adik faham bonda tertekan apabila ayahanda mula melarikan diri dan berjauhan serta tidak mengaku bahawa kandungan itu adalah hak dan tanggungannya. Mungkin salah adik yang membebankan jiwa dan perasaan bonda. Seperti marahkan nyamuk seekor tetapi kelambu dibakar. Adik bukan nyamuk bonda, adik bukan binatang, adik manusia yang dahagakan kasih sayang dan belaian manja seorang bonda dan ayahanda tercinta.

Adik takut, adik gerun, adik sedih mendengar segala jeritan yang datangnya dari neraka jahanam, setiap hari mereka di seksa oleh malaikat. Adik bertanya apakah kesalahan mereka, para bidadari menjawab itulah balasan dosa mereka. Para bidadari juga ada berkata, Allah S.W.T berfirman dalam surah an-nisa ayat 93, “Dan barang siapa membunuh seorang yang beriman dengan sengaja, maka balasannya ialah neraka Jahanam, dia kekal di dalamnya. Allah murka kepadanya, dan melaknatnya serta menyediakan azab yang berat baginya”. Tambah para bidadari lagi, hukuman di dunia juga akan diberatkan kepada pesalah seperti bonda. Tetapi adik tidak risau kerana adik tahu bonda mungkin sedang bersembunyi di rumah dan tidak akan ditangkap oleh pihak berkuasa. Cuma yang adik takutkan, semua hukuman yang menanti bonda di akhirat kelak. Tetapi usah gusar bonda, adik sentiasa mendoakan agar bonda diampunkan oleh Allah dan Allah akan sentiasa menerima taubat nasuha bonda.

Bonda,

Adik cinta bonda, tetapi cinta bonda pada perkara yang membuat bonda sendiri merana dan terseksa. Bonda sedarlah! Bonda boleh menjadi seorang ibu yang baik. Bonda dilahirkan dengan hati yang bersih. Janganlah bonda kotorkan dengan perkara yang memudaratkan diri bonda. Hukuman yang bakal bonda hadapi tidak memadai dengan apa yang bakal bonda rasai di ukhrawi. Adik sayang bonda. Adik harap bonda akan menyesal dengan apa yang telah bonda lakukan. Bonda, jalinkanlah ikatan yang sah dengan orang yang boleh menjaga dan membimbing bonda ke jalan yang benar. Mudah-mudahan bonda akan memperoleh kehidupan baru bersama zuriat yang halal. Adik berharap bonda akan menjaga zuriat bonda nanti dengan sebaik mungkin, sehingga dia menjadi anak yang berguna kepada bonda.

Yang benar,

Ahmad bin Abdullah

(Ahli Syurga)

Be friend or not to be friend??

Where do I begin? As a reader, you ought to come across hundreds and hundreds of writing about friendship. Many of which will discuss the importance of making friends, reasons why one needs a friends and how getting the right friend can make a change you, perhaps to a better person. Many of these writing have made me realize of how my life has change with tremendously with the existence of my best and closest friend. I am more than glad to “brag” all about my friends and our friendship. Yes, these seven people (Heiry, Idham, Su, Pian, Hana, Nuzul and Berd) have changed my life with or without their knowing but in this entry I’m going to do a lit twist; instead of just talk about my friend and how I’ve known them, I’m going to talk about all the my favorite friendship movies and how, we, my friend and I has something similar to this movie.


First movie or rather TV series that has done impact to me is “Sex and The City”, casting of Sarah Jessica Parker as Carrie Bradshow, Cynthia Nixon as Mirrada Hobbes, Kim Cattrall as Samantha Jones and last but not least Kristin Davis as Charlotte York. These four women who live in New York, at the beginning of the series have long known each other. Throughout the series, these women have become more and more knit together as they claim themselves as soul mates. Throughout this series also, I’ve learned that no matter what happened to you and your loved ones, your true friends will always be with you. In the movie sequence, produced after the hit TV series, Carrie was so devastated over her break up with Mr. Big, like always turned to her friends for support. It’s amazing how this women still come together without any prejudice even after Miranda told Carrie that she has might suggested to Mr. Big that he should reconsider of marriage after what happened between her and Steve. One of the culture in the film that my friend and I practice that we might have been influenced by the film is that we always made time for each other to ritually meet up over the weekend despite many of us have partner to entertain too.

The next movie is my all time favorite; My Best Friend’s Wedding. Acted by the infamous Julia Roberts, I watched this movie for the first time when I was 14years old. At the beginning of this movie, Julianne Potter a food critic for New York famous food magazine, acted by Miss Roberts, feels intimidated, jealous and furious, after her best friend, played by Dermot Mulroney (Michael O’Neil announced that he will be marrying a girl he has just known over the weekend. Jules then flies to Chicago with the intention of ruin the marriage in three days time. This is because she and Michael had promised each other that they will marry each other if none of them are married by the age of 35. Through the weekend, Jules discovered that, the real reason of why she wants the marriage to fail is because she is afraid of losing her friend not because of previous reason. Throughout the weekend Jules realize, true friendship mean that you are happy for whatever happiness afraid awaits for your friends and yes, jealousy, envious, angriness will stand in the way. It’s hard to except the changes in your friends because you need them to be exactly the way they were when you first met them.


Recent incident remind me of this two films. Hanna, my closest friend among my best friend fell in love with a new guy. This guys whom I barely knew took away my closest best friend and yes, I felt intimidated of losing her. F.I.Y, Hanna and I had gone through many up and downs in our life and we have been there for each other. After the incident we didn’t talk to each other for two months, the longest time ever. She was afraid to talk to me since and I was waiting for her to make the first move. For the past two months, I felt like some parts of me are missing and I knew it was my friendship with her. We had a long chat last Friday and that was the time we eventually straighten things up. I was so glad that we had the chat because now, even though we need to adjust few things, but we will remain as close friend as ever thanks to the rest for having the effort to clear the air.


Writing about friends without being cliché is not easy for me but one thing for sure, I’ll love being with them. For me, friendship is harder to maintain especially when you are talking about best friends since friendship is not a “force relationship” as for your siblings, mother and relatives. However one can be closer to the previous rather than later. To my other best friend, if you were to read this, I just want you guys to know that my life will be empty without all of you. I know I might have said it over and over again, your friendship will be much treasured till the end of my life.